September 20, 2009Heyy.......hm no one talks to me no more :[ i feel neglected here and my girlfriend sucks, should i talk to her about it? anyways yeah i'm waiting foir calls people, calls! i'll tell you my number if you want<3 but at least call or the whole thing when of been useless and wasted time.
anyways me and my friends are having fun, or we are trying to! lmao! anyways how are you guys? i miss you all so much! :] and the old buzzy buddies i've met! :O
xoxo Rachel [sick as hell]
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June 27, 2009The Truth About Rachel Take FourWhat I Love/Like: 1) Cherries 2) Soda 3)Carvials 4)True Blood 5)My Room 6)No School Left 7)Georgia (maybe) 8)TRJA's pen and paper 9)The Forecast's and we all return to our roots 10)twitter 11) paramore's new cd picture cover. 12) my hair 13) you guys! 14) being single 15) my grades on my report card. What I Hate/Dislike: 1) michael's death 2) people 3) being single (hint hint*) haha 4) talking to people i don't know. 5) my sister 6) maryanne on true blood 7) scene kids. 9) my period 10) my pictures 11) soda fat 12) working 13) water. 14) my room. 15) bands. singers. you.
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April 5, 2009I'm Learning Hoe! XDHey Guys ;) damn its been a long time.... i miss you guys and this place....hmmm i guess writing here too haha okay the reason for no updating photo is my camrea is missing, yes i said IS!!!! because, little old me, wanted to show me off for months, so i brought a kiddie camera, for you guys, so i'm pissed alittle but yet happy, does that make sense? anyways i wanted to thank chelsea again for what she did, i was really in tears!
and for you, anne! get your ass on buzznet! and update shit! lol i love you people! and i wouldn't trade you guys for the world! :D P.S. i'm on mibba more now!
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February 1, 2009Heres A Shout Out To My BEST Friend!!!! RACHELLE COBLE!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!! HAAAPPPYYYY BIRRTTHHHHDDDAAAAYYY TTOOOO YOOOOUUUUUU!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHELLE COBLE!!!!!! yes i'm aware it was last year, on august!!! but i still LOVE you!!! btw the picture for your birthday is coming soon xoxo love Rachel xO =] <3
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December 26, 2008The Truth About Rachel Take ThreeThings I Love/Like: 1) Orange Corrot Juices 2) Renesmee 3) Soda 4) 3oh!3 song "Don't Trust Me" 5) Girls 5) My "third place" Honor Roll 6) My Best Friends 7) Anime 8) Soap Operas 9) Cirque Du Freak Series 10)Darren Shan, The Author. 11) Candy Apples 12) Taking Back Sunday 13) Gay Boys 14) Jayce's Tattoo!
Things I Hate/Dislike: 1) Boys 2) Jacob (for having Renesmee) 2) Bella (for being so damn lucky, pretty and funny.) 3) People At School 4) My Body 5) Miley Cyrus 6) Joe Jonas 7) Sex 8) My Ex's 9) Pretty Sallow Girls 10) Uhhh Me? yeahhh 11) Bootleg CD'S & DVD'S 12) Blank Tests 13) Not Finishing An Series.....
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November 15, 2008The Truth About Rachel Take TwoThings I Hate/Dislike: 1) I Hate When People Talk About Me And My Rad Hair [[Inespecially to my face]]. 2) Fake and Selfminded People. 3) Not Having My Best Friends With Me. 4) People Who Talks. lol XD 5) Not Seeing Death Note the Movies... 6) People Who Hates Anime. 7) Rap or Hip Hop Music. 8) Drunk MotherFuckas 8) Mothers... 9) Womanizers 10) Miley Cyrus 11)Homophoba People 12) Periods ='( 13) School Thats It I Guess...
Things I Love/Like: 1) I Love Coffee And Anne!!! 2) I LOVE ANIME!! 3) Music and Anime Music! 4) Television 5)Yaoi/Yuri/Slash 6) Emo/Rocker/Punk Boys 7) Gifts 8) Crying in Front Of People 9) Homework 10) Augustana's Boston, its just so.... i don't know 11) Slow Suicide By JamisonParker ^.^ 12) Lido Beach 13) The Bright Light Motion 14) Ruingloria. 15) Being Alone 16) My Hair Colors Which is Crayonla Magic.. 17) Living Forever.. 18) Buzznet 20) My Sister's Ipod 21) Seeing Twilight The Movie! Yup thats About It :)
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November 5, 2008Obama!!!!!Obama won Sorry For the Losing Team Yall Did Put Up A But We Won!!!!!!!!!! lol The Time For Change Is Here!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxo The Girl Who Voted!!!
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September 27, 2008Slowly Leting Go Of This Place.UGH I Just Got The Flu yesterday morning and now i think about it, i'm gald i got the cold and my period, it makes me open my eyes and see buzznet and myspace for what it is..... like come on people on here been complaining about the same damn things, people, lackor friends, labels, being scene, and i swear if one more scene fake person or talk or said the words alex evans or zac whatever his last name is spelled.... i'm offical gonna scream like a kid on crack! Oh and that goes for myspace too. P.S. I MIGHT ABANDON BUZZNET FOR A WHILE AND MYSPACE. xoxo Me :)
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September 23, 2008Dangerous things like curly irons and Straight Stylin'Oh my effin god! it hurts like hell, my pinkle hurtslike hell. well your probably wondering why. wellwjen i picked up the iron it was on, probably all night and i touched the metal and well lets just say it was a pretty sight. and i bl;amed my hair for not working with my bursh and of cuse straighter for not being here for me. mood: in pain status: writing this and oh shit something just fell onto my arm. a black thing tho. well anyway school is soon to come. wearing: a paramore tee and black skinnys, oh and vans [converse are missing] well thats it. ilya. Rachel. xox.
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September 15, 2008:::Be Honest For Once::: 1-11 [[ and thats it guys. sorryy :( ]] But All and All Enjoy!!!Be Honest For Once Pt 1 "MOM!" "What Rachel?" my mom asked from the living room "Paramore is gonna be in New York and I gotta go see them." "Paramore? What's a Paramore?" I heard her mumbled "Ugh, it's a band, my favorite band. Can I go see them?" "Honey it depends on the date and time." my mom muttered as if she really didn't want to bother. "Two days from now at 7 PM!" "Child, why are you yelling?" my mom questioned me. Why does she have to be so difficult all the time? "I'm not, now can I go or not?" I said a little nastier then I meant to. My mom looked really angry and had her hand on her hips. "Sorry." I yelled as I ran up toward my room I love my new room, it's so wicked. The walls are black and blue, my two favorite colors. I also have a big screen T.V. and a laptop which matches the colors in my room. I got online and ordered tickets, I'm positive my mom will say yes. When the order went through, I got up and danced around. "What in the world are you supposed to be doing?" Ashli, my older sister asked. Ashli is a Fall Out Boy freak ever since she went out with Pete. But that only lasted for a month because of their age difference. Ashli's so stupid, how could she go out with someone 10 years older than her. And Pete is such a pervert for going out with a 17 year old. "Nothing!" I said sitting on my bed. She came into my room; I didn't know 'nothing' meant come into my room. "You should clean this place up." She said looking around. She is so freaking nosey. "ASH! Did you want anything?" I asked before she really annoyed me. "Oh yeah, mom told me something about you wanting to got to some concert." Ash said in an annoyed voice. "Yea, a Paramore concert." "Ok, I'll take you only if you go with me to my concert." "Um, ok, who’s playing?" I said with happiness, I was getting to see Paramore in two days. "Oh, It's a Fall Out .....", Ashli stopped talking when she realized I had picked up my CD player. "Hello? Are you listening to me or what?" Ash said in her whinny voice. "I hear you loud and clear, and I don't wanna go." I said looking at her. "If you don't come with me, I'm so not taking you to Paramore." "Why do you even want to go, he has moved on." "That's the point; I want to meet his new girlfriend." I thought about it for a minute, this could be fun. I could make fun of the new girl while my sister drools over her ex. I looked up and realized Ash wasn't in my room anymore. I walked over to her room and saw her getting dressed. "Wait, what are you doing?" I asked "Rachel, I'm going to the show, whether you're with me or not." Ash answered putting on a hoodie. "Ok, ok, I'll go." I said. The things I do for Paramore. "Good let's go!" She said grabbing her car keys. In the car, she kissed her pocket picture of Pete. "So you are going to see him." I put my seat belt on "Not him, the girl." "Yeah, sure, so whose the not so lucky girl, this time." I asked laughing. She started the car. "Her named is Hayley Williams, you know the girl from Paramore, your favorite band" Ash said smirking. "AHHHHHHHHH! IM GONNA KILL HIM!" Be Honest For Once Pt 2 As we drove on, rage was building inside of me. Pete is such a pervert, now instead of a 17 year old; he was going out with a girl who had just turned 18. Still going for the teens, I see. On top of that, we had to stop and get gas. Ash took this as a chance to call Pete. Yuk! I stayed in the car; I didn't want to be seen with her. I glanced over and saw Ryan Ross. Isn't he supposed to be somewhere, with his stupid friends? "Hey, Ash, guess who I see?" "Pete!" "No, Ryan." What an ass. "Ryan? Ryan Ross?" "Yes, what other Ryan do you know?" "Shut up, brat. I'm going to go and talk to him." "For what?" "It's about P----, never mind. I'll be right back." Ashli's P.O.V. I walked in and spotted Ryan at the register, "Hey." He turned around to look at me, "Oh, hey Ashli." He sounded so down and not there, so I kissed him right on the lips. "WTF? What are you doing?" He stepped back. "I guess it worked, I was trying to wake you up." "Oh......Sorry about that, I have someone on my mind." He said looking down at his feet. Ryan's P.O.V. I heard someone call my name, and I turn around hoping to see the one I was thinking about. "Oh, hey Ashli." I knew I sounded disappointed but I was expecting....... I felt Ash lips against min mine. I stepped back "WTF? What are you doing?" "I guess it worked, I was trying to wake you up." Oh.......Sorry about that, I have someone on my mind." I stated honestly. Just then, a young girl came into the store, and walked toward us. Oh great a fan. Rachel P.O.V. "Ash, I thought you would be done with him by now." I said, looking Ryan up and down. "Ugh. Grow up Rachel." She muttered turning to Ryan "She's my sister, don't even acknowledge her." She giggled. Eww, could she be any more preppy. I saw Ryan smile at her. Double eww. "What the fuck ever, can we go, now? I want to see Hayley." "Hayley?" Ryan said with anxiousness. How the hell does he know about her? "Yea, Hayley Williams, she's Pete's new girlfriend?" Ash said answering the ass. "Oh, really? Is she going to be there tonight?" Ryan asked "Duh, that's what I just said. We're going to go meet her." I said harshly. He didn't seem to notice the harshness in my voice, because he asked "Can I come with you guys?" "Um---" Before I could finished Ashli said, "Yea, of course." Ugh, I walked to the car while Ash paid for the gas. Soon, we were off. 43 minutes and 12 sec later (yea i timed it), we were there. "We here!" Ash said "No duh." I muttered, getting out the car. I looked around and saw so many fob freaks. It's scary here, I thought to myself. "Rach, over here through the back." Ash yelled. Bad move, because five of those little freaks heard and rushed over. "OMG, you know FALL OUT BOY?!" asked a chubby girl. "Unfortunately" "Huh?" "Nothing, now bye." "Wait!" "Bye now" I yelled closing the door in her fat face. I looked around and saw Pete and Hayley all over each other. "WTF?" Oops was that out loud? Be Honest For Once Pt 3 When I realized everyone’s eyes were on me, including Hayley, I apologize "Sorry, some fan was trying to get in or whatever." What a great lie. "Whatever, Rachel." Ash mumbled then turned to face Pete and Hayley, "Hey, Petey, what's up?" "Nothing much, just getting ready for the show." He jumped off the couch and walked over to Ash, "You know how it is." He finished, smiling at Ash. "Yea, I do." she said smiling too. I heard a small cough and everyone turned to focused on Hayley. "Oh yeah." I heard Pete muttered, he walked back over and helped Hayley off the couch. "Sorry about that, it's just that I haven't seen her since ----" "Since my mom warned you to stay away from her." I said smirking, also loud enough so everyone could here. "Rachel! That was so unnecessary." "What, it's the truth. You're too young for him, just face it." There was an awkward silence, and I took this as a great time to introduce myself to Hayley. "Hi, I'm Rachel." I said walking up to her, "I think you have the most amazing voice." She blushed and said "Awww, thanks for listening." "No, thanks you. Paramore's music has gotten me through a lot." I said smiling. "I'm glad I can, I mean, the band can help." I wanted to burst and say 'no just you, not that damn band'. I held my tongue, which I never do, so I wouldn't scare her away. "Um, babe, I really have to get ready." said Pete He left the room and out the corner of my eye, I saw Ashli leave right behind him. Big surprise there, those two still want each other. I looked up from thought and realized Ryan was in Hayley's face, grinning. "Um, Ryan. Shouldn't you go somewhere and help the fall out boys out with their show." (I messed up the name on purpose, duh I don't like them.) "Uh, I think they know what they're doing." He chuckled. Just then, Joe came into the room, "Hey Ry, how did you get here?" "He made us bring him with us." I said answering for Ryan. Joe looked my way and frowned, "Why are you here?" "To see you, Pothead, and of course the others." I smiled "Whatever." He hissed "Joe, you seem mad for some reason, why?" He completely ignored me and looked back at Ryan. "I came in here to get you, Patrick wants to see you, for a sec." "Oh, ok." Ryan said sadly. They both walked out without even saying good-bye. "What do you think Patrick wants with Ry-o?" "Ry-o?" "It's just a nick name I made up for him." "Cute. I'm going to start calling him that." "Cool." He hates that name. "So how long have you known the boys?" "Awhile, since my sister started dating Pete. Say, where are they?" Joe's P.O.V. As I left with Ryan, I looked back at Hayley, poor kid. She has no idea what Rachel is like. "What's wrong? Why did Patrick want me?" Ryan questioned me, making me turn around to him. "Oh, I'm not sure, something about needing help with his guitar." "Oh, ok. That's weird, he usually helps me." "Yea, I told you, I'm not sure." When we entered the room, Patrick pulled Ryan aside and started talking to him. I looked around and saw Pete and Ashli playing around with Pete's bass. It's so obvious they're into each other, the way they keep smiling at each other. I spotted Andy stretching and walked over to him. "How long have those two been like that?" He looked up and said, "For awhile. You know how Pete is when Ash gets here?" "Yea I do, I just hopes Hayley doesn't noticed it, too." "Notice what?" asked Pete coming up behind us. "Nothing." I jumped "Ok, whatever. We're on in 2." He looked at me, with confusion all over his face. "Cool." I went over to my guitar and made sure it was in tune. I heard the manager introducing us and got ready to go out. As always before we started playing, we gave each other high fives. Ashli's P.O.V. I watched them from the side, they were great as usual. During the 6th song, Hayley came out. "Hey, we were never introduced properly." I said in her ear, so she could hear me. "I know. I'm Hayley." she said, in my ear. "I'm Ashli, sorry about leaving you with my sister." "Rachel? She's cool." Really. That's weird, she's never cool. "I'm glad you like her." "Yea, we're meeting at Paramore's show on Saturday, and then going out to hang. You should come" "Okay, I will." "Cool, I'll get another pass for you." She's seems sweet, but what was a guy like Pete doing with her, he's hardly sweet. "Ok." We watch the rest of the set and danced around. They finished and came backstage. "As always it was awesome!" I said giving Joe a high five. "You always say that." said Andy giving me a pat of the back. "Because it always is." "I thought I heard that racket stop." I heard Rachel say from behind. I turned around to face her. "You really don't like them, do you?" Hayley asked Rachel. I hope Hayley is ready for her answer. "I like the singing and the music, but the words...not so much." She answered. Weird, usually she would say some crap about how shitty they are. "Hey, I write the words." Pete said "Exactly, now can you leave me alone, I'm talking to Hayley." Hayley smiled at Pete and shrugged her shoulders. "Whatever." He said grabbed a bottle of water. "Oh, Rachel. By the way, I invited Ashli" "To where?" I could see the panic in eyes, why doesn't she want me around. "To the concert, crazy." Hayley answered, touching Rachel's shoulder. "Why would you do that? It was only supposed to be US!" I see why now.
Be Honest For Once Pt 4 Rachel's P.O.V. "Oh, Rachel. By the way, I invited Ashli." What the hell? "To where?" She better not say what I think she's about to say. "To the concert, crazy." Hayley answered, touching my shoulder. "Why would you do that? It was only supposed to be US!" I exploded; I really wanted to get to know her. Ashli chuckled and walked over to where Hayley and I were standing. "Rachel, I don't have to go, I'll just spend my night with the guys." I always knew Ashli was a slut. "NO!" Hayley shouted, she looked around then said "I mean you should come, I rarely hang out with girls my own age, so the more the merrier." It looks like Hayley and I think alike. I suddenly realized why she wanted Ashli there, so I played along. "Yeah Ash you should come, it would be cooler." "Ok, then I'll come." muttered Ashli. She looked annoyed, ha-ha, its fun seeing her mad. "Then, it's settled. I'll see you, Hayley. Ash, come on, I'm tired." I said heading out. "Wait. Can we at least say goodbye." I heard Ash say Without turning around I said, "I already said goodbye to Hayley." "You didn't say bye to the guys." Ashli muttered. "You know I never say bye to those dirty boys." I said smirking to myself. "Whatever." mumbled Ashli. I walked out the club and went to the car. Ashli arrived shortly after, getting into the car, she said "Why do you have to be so mean to them?" "Just suck it." I said getting into the car. "Sometimes I wish I didn't have to take you anywhere with me." She started the car. "You don’t, I never wanted to come." "You know damn well we can’t go to shows and stuff by ourselves, so I had to bring you with me." "Blah. Blah. Blah. Stop whining." "Ahhhh! You're so infuriating." "Wow, I didn't know you knew what that meant." I laughed It was silent all the way home after that comment, ha-ha, just the way I like it. Finally we arrived home; I jumped out the car and ran to my mom's room. "We're home." "Did you two have fun?" "I didn't but Ash was tonguing down Pete Wentz. I guess she had fun." "What! Didn't I tell her to....? Where is she?" "Downstairs, I'll go get her." I ran back downstairs, and saw Ashli locking the door. "Ash, mom wants you." We both walked back to my mom's room, "Ashli, what did I tell you?" "Mom, I'm tired. I'm going to bed." I said walking to my room. I heard my mom yelling at Ashli and laughed to myself. I closed my door and got onto my computer. I starting instant messaging my friend, gabby, she liked Hayley as much as I did. Her screen name was HayleyGirl_01. Always_Right: hey, gabby. i just got back from meeting HayleyHayleyGirl_01: no wayAlways_Right: yes way, i can prove it.HayleyGirl_01: then do it.Always_Right: you know that concert in 2 nightsHayleyGirl_01: duh, I'm goingAlways_Right: well meet me there and you might get to meet Hayley.HayleyGirl_01: yeah right.Always_Right: I'm serious, just meet me out front after the show.HayleyGirl_01: I'll meet you, but i don't expect to see Hayley there.Always_Right: ok, whatever. look I'm going to bed. byeHayleyGirl_01: byeI got off and went to bed, I don't usual changed my clothes to go to bed. ************************** I woke up to the sound of knocking, what the hell? I checked my alarm clock as I got out of bed, 8:56 Am. I walked over and opened the door. "I can't believe you." "What do you want Ashli?" "What's wrong with you? Why would you tell mom that?" "Tell her what?" I love this "That I was kissing Pete!" She yelled "You were kissing Pete? I need to tell Hayley." "NO! I wasn't. You lied to mom." "Oh. I don't remember that." "Whatever. Now thanks to you, I can’t even talk to Pete, she took my phone and laptop." "Well, isn't that good? It's about time, you got over him." "I can’t stand you." She screamed then walked out. I slammed the door and went to go take a shower. I got out, put on some fresh clothes on and went over to my mom's room. "Mommy, can I have $50.00, please." I whined. "Of course, you can. Your sister is not getting any allowance this week." She said handing me the money. "Mom, I'm going to go to get a new outfit for the concert tomorrow. I'll be back soon." I went back to my room and pick up my phone, before leaving I locked my door. I decide to go to Hot Topic; I brought a black and blue skirt and a blue Paramore shirt. On my way back home, I got a phone call -Hello? [Rachel. It's me.] -How the hell did you get my number? [Ash gave it to me awhile back.] Remind me to get her for that. -What do you want Pete? [I can't get Ash on the phone.] -Maybe she doesn't want to talk with you right now. [Why I didn't do anything.] -I didn't say you did. She probably busy with Eric [Eric? Whose Eric?] -Her new boyfriend. [What?] -You didn't know? [No.] -Oh, well she's with him, so I'll tell her you call. [No, don't I'll catch her later.] -Ok whatever. I hung up the phone. Ah, that felt real good. I walked into my house and saw Ashli on the couch. "Ash, Pete just called." "Really, what did he say?" "I'm sorry but he said that he just couldn't do it anymore." "What?" "He said he's in love with Hayley and you're getting in the way" "I don't believe you." She looked real hurt, but I had to finish this thing between them. I walked over to her "Ash, I wouldn't lie about this. I'm sorry." I hugged her. "I guess you were right, it's time to get over him." Be Honest For Once Pt 5 After that little discussion with Ashli, I felt pretty good. I mean I just basically saved her. I went to my room and decided to listen to some music. I started to feel hungry, so I went back downstairs for something to eat. I saw that Ashli hadn't moved from the spot I left her in. Why is she so pathetic, hasn't it been over for awhile. "Hey, Ash." She didn't move, I walked over to her and sat down on the couch. "What's wrong with you?" She didn't answer me, so I bumped her. "He told me that it could never be over between us." She got up and went up to her room. Oh well, there's nothing I can do now. It's not like I can tell her I lied, she would kill me. I went to the kitchen and made myself a sandwich. I went back into the living room and turned on the TV to watch a movie. I must have drifted off to sleep, because someone's crying woke me up. I can't believe she's still at it. I went to her room. "Ash, do you wanna talk about it." I asked sitting next to her. "No." she muttered. Oh, well. I got up to leave. "It's just that, he said he would always be with me. He even said when I turned 18, we could get back together. He told me Hayley was just so no one would notice his feelings for me. And now for him to say 'stay away', it just seems harsh." "Ash, I told you what kind of man he was." That bastard, I can’t believe he would do that to Hayley. "I know, I know, you were right." "I didn't want to be." I hugged her. "I know. I'm so glad you’re my sister, Thanks for being here." "It's nothing." I felt kind of bad, was this guilt I was feeling. Ha-ha, no way, I was just hungry again. "Ashli, I'm going to go get something, do you want anything." "No, I'm going to go to sleep." "Ok." I made another sandwich and went back to sleep. ************************** Finally it was time to go to the concert. I got dressed, put some eyeliner on and grabbed my purse. "Rachel, mom told me I had to drive you there, and you have to get someone to bring you back." said Ashli from my door "I already know. I'm getting Hayley to bring me back." "Oh. ok. I'll meet you in the car." She sounded miserable. "OK." I finished getting ready, yelled good bye to my mom and went to get into the car. "I'm ready." I said as I buckled my seatbelt. The drive there was quiet, ugh, i hate when it's quiet. When we finally arrived, there were so many people. I didn't feel like waiting, so I called Hayley's phone. [Hello?] -Hayley, its Rachel. [Oh, cool. where are you?] -Outside. [Do you want me to come get you?] -Yes, that would be great. [Ok. Meet me around back. I'm wearing the red Clandestine hoodie, so it will be easy to spot me.] EW! Pete is everywhere. -Ok, I'll meet you. I hung up the phone, and turned around toward Ashli. "You can go now." "But...." She looked down at her sneakers. "What?" "Nothing, I'll see you later." I walked away and went toward the back. "Rachel, over here." I heard Hayley call. I looked over and smiled. "Hey, Hayley. What's going on back here?" I asked walking into a small room. I looked around and saw the whole band, cool. "This is Hunter, Jeremy, Josh, Zack. Guys, this is Rachel." "The one you cant stop talking about?" asked Hunter. "Shut up! You should be getting ready. " She blushed. Ok, that was weird, a good weird. "Hayley, I'm here." What the fuck? I turned around and saw Pete. "Good, I thought you were going to miss the show." Hayley smiled. Damn, I wanted him to. Like I said he's everywhere. There's one place where he won't be, any time soon, my house. Haha. "Hey, Rachel, where's Ashli?" Pete asked staring at me. "Yea, where is she?" Hayley questioned me. "Um, I think with Eric." It just came out. "Oh..." I heard Pete say "Whose Eric?" asked Hayley "Her boyfriend." I said smirking "Oh, she has a boyfriend. That's great." "Yupp" I said. There was a pause, Pete looked miserable, Hayley looked ecstatic and the rest of the guys were getting ready. Everything was great. "Rachel, there you are. you forgot your purse." Until now. "Ash! What are you doing here?!" I said turning around "You forgot your purse." She said, frowning. I grabbed it and said, "Thanks, now you can go." She started to leave. Ashli's P.O.V. I started to leave, I couldn't spend another second seeing Pete's arm wrapped around Hayley. "Wait." I heard Hayley say, "Why don't you stay since you're already here." I turned around. "I would love to but I forgot I had plans for tonight, I gotta get back home" I lied "I bet you do" mumbled Pete. I was trying not to say anything to him but he making it hard. I completely ignored him and said, "Hayley, I'll see you around." "Nobody even wants you around." Okay that's it "What is your deal? What did I do to you?" "Like you don't know." "I don't. All I know is that you call my sister yesterday with some bullshit." "Um, guys calm down." I heard Hayley. I couldn't take this anymore, I had to get out of here. "Bye! I'm leaving! I cant be around this ass-hole." "Have fun, Bitch." Did Pete just call me a Bitch? "You must have me mistaken with Hayley." "Hey!" I heard Pete's girlfriend whine. "Ash, get lost!" yelled Pete. "Pete, drop dead! I cant believe you I trusted you and waited." "You didn't wait for me." "Yes, I did! It was you who couldn't wait and went for Hayley." "AHHHH! GIVE ME A BREAK. YOU GUYS ARE OVER, HE'S DOESN'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE! HE'S WITH ME!" screamed Hayley "He does love me but he's being an ass!" I said "He doesn't even like you a little bit, you were just something to do until he found me." Hayley said. I lost it and punched her in the mouth. "OMG, you just knock out my future girlfriend, you ass!" I heard Rachel say. Be Honest For Once Pt 6 "OMG, you just knock out my future girlfriend, you ass!" I screamed as I bent down to see if Hayley was okay. "Are you alright, do you want me to call security?" asked Hunter, getting up from the couch. "Yes, please do." I said helping Hayley up. "Wait, don't you think that's a little extreme." I heard Pete say, he's always looking out for that girl. "No fucking way, she needs to pay." I said. "I did nothing wrong." Ashli yelled "Yes you did, there was no reason to hit her." "You're just mad because you found out your little girlfriend can't even fight." Ashli smirked. I really didn't think anyone had heard that, "Ashli, you're such a bitch." "And I learned from the best." "Whatever. Hunter, call security and tell them it's an emergency." I said "I think we have an emergency." Ashli sung, smiling.I heard Pete chuckled, "I can't believe you, you’re laughing?" "No I'm not." Pete answered helping Hayley up, "Are you ok?" "Yup, after this......." Hayley attacked Ashli out of no where. They barely fought because Pete grabbed Ashli and Hunter grabbed Hayley. "You really don't wanna fight me." Ashli yelled. "Yea I do, Bitch." "Hayley, you really need to calm down." said Pete, out of breath from holding Ashli back. "Me? She punched me." "And I'll do it again, when this fucker lets me go." "Let her go Pete. Let. Her. Go." Hayley said trying to break free. "I really don't think I should." "What are you trying to say? Let me go Hunter. I'm not strong enough or something." Hayley broke out of his hold and looked at Pete calmly. "No. Not at all." Pete was still struggling with Ashli. All I could think about is how Ashli would hurt Hayley if she got loose. "You're lying through your teeth." I said, "Hayley, I really think you could take her." "Oh shut the hell up, no one cares what you think." Pete yelled letting go of Ashli, "You're always butting in, where you don't belong." "Don't talk to her ------" said Hayley. "Hey bitch, I'm loose." said Ashli charging toward Hayley. Oh no. "Ashli. Stop!" I shouted, Pete grabbed Ashli and took her out the room. "You are so lucky." I heard Ashli say, from the hallway. Suddenly a man appeared, "Para------, what's going on in here? "What do you want?" I asked, avoiding his question. "Oh, um Paramore on in 5." "Ok." I shouted. I turned to Hayley, "Hayley you should really focused on the show." "No, fuck the show. She's needs to know he's mine." "Come on, you can't be still be fighting over Pete. He already made his choice, just look who he is with right now." "What?" Hayley looked around slowly, "I don't believe this." Hayley sighed and followed the rest of the band out of the door, I followed her out. Maybe, our date would make her happy. Ashli's P.O.V "You are so lucky." I screamed from the hallway "Ashli listen to me. You have to stop it right now." Pete said putting me down. "I don't have to, Pete." I said. "Yes you do. I can't let you just beat her up." "I know but, we're supposed to be together." Pete's face changed from sincere to hurt. "Yea right." "What's wrong with you?" "Nothing, I just got to get back to Hayley. She's the most important person in my life, you know." "You're such an ass." I shouted after him. I left and drove home; I really needed to talk to someone. I called Ryan, it always helped to talk to him. We sat on my bed and I told him everything that had happened. "....and on top of that, my sister being mean to me." "Um, sorry to break it to you, but that's nothing new." Ryan said smirking. "True." I said smiling, "But Pete's acting different." "Yea, from you said, he's acting weird. PMS, maybe?" "Stop joking, Ry." I said giggling, "This is serious." "Ashli, I have a solution for you but you won't like it." "Move on?" "Yea, Pete's with Hayley. It's time for both of us to let go." "But I'm not ready to let go. Wait, what?" "I've wanted Hayley for awhile, ever since I saw her." "That was 3 months ago? "Yea I know. It's time to let them go." "I guess." "I know it's hard now Ash, but we'll help each other." "Ok I'll help you, if you help me, Ry." I sat on the floor and picked up a hand full of DVD’s. "You wanna stay over tonight and watch movies?" "Sure." He smiled and sat down next to me. Rachel's P.O.V. The show was awesome, even though Pete was there. Somehow those two made up. It was so disgusting, they kept kissing each other. I was so glad when it was time for me and Hayley to leave. "So where do you wanna go?" Hayley asked while putting on a jacket. "Um, before we go, I kinda promise a friend, they could meet you." I said looking at my sneakers. "Oh really, where is she?" "Why do you think it's a she?" "Correct me if I'm wrong, but you don't seem the type to have boy-friends." She smiled and put her arm around me. "You're right; I don't have too many friends that are boys. I play with girls more, but I haven't found the right girl that wants to have fun, if you know what I mean." I said returning the smile. "I do, now let go meet that friend of yours." As we walked to the front of the club to meet Gabby, we ran into fans that of course wanted autographs and freaking pictures of my future girlfriend. "Hey Gabby, I yelled once I saw her, she looked over and waved."Look who I brought with me." "Hey." Hayley smiled. Gabby stood there, in shock; I had to nudge her to wake her up. "I can't believe you know Hayley Williams." "I told you I did. What you don't believe your best friend." "I do, but....." She trailed off and looked away. "It's no problem. So now that you know I'm not lying, Hayley and I have plans." "Oh really?" asked Gabby staring at Hayley. "Yea, we have a date." answered Hayley smiling "Oh I see." I laughed to myself before clearing it up. "It's not like that, we're just hanging out." I took Hayley by the hand and walked away. I heard Gabby say something, but I didn't care enough to look back. "So where do you want to go? I asked letting go of her hand, I didn't want to make things awkward. "I asked you that like 10 minutes ago." "Oh, right, but I have to no clue." "Pick anything; it's whatever you wanna do." She said looking at me. I smiled at her and asked, "Do you really mean that?" "Yes, I just wanna have fun." "Good, we're going to my house." Ryan's P.O.V. After two and a half movies, Ashli was half asleep in my arms. I looked down at her, she looked so peaceful, I guess because Pete wasn't on her mind. I was just about to close my eyes when I heard low music playing. "Ash, is there anyone else in the house besides us?" I asked "Uh, no. My mom had something to do and I think Rachel is still out with Hayley. Why?" She asked with her eyes still closed. "Because I think there is. Listen." I paused the movie, so we could hear the music better. "Oh, I guess Rachel's back; my mom doesn't listen to music much." "Let's go see how her night went." I said standing up. "All she's gonna do is bragged." "Just come on." I pulled her up and dragged her to where the music was coming from. "Why would she be in the basement?" Ashli asked opening to door. "What the fuck are you two doing?" I peeked around Ashli to see. "We're just having fun." slurred Hayley, she grabbed Rachel and starting kissing her. "Hayley!" They looked over at us and started laughing. It was crazy sight, they were in their underwear, dancing around and drinking liquor. "Oh Great. I wonder how many times they did that." I heard Ashli muttered. She picked up Rachel's cell and started to dial. [Hello?] -Pete, come get your girl. [What?] -Your hoe is in my basement, with my 15 year old sister, half naked and getting drunk. [That can't be right.] -Oops my fault, they're already drunk. Now. Get. Here! She hung up and threw the phone onto the couch. I turned off the radio, picked up the empty bottles and threw them out. "I can't believe you Rachel." Ashli said grabbing Rachel by the arm; she dragged her out the basement. "Where are they going?" laughed Hayley turning the radio back on. I ignored her and turned the radio back off. I found some clothes and threw them at her, "Put those on." "That doesn't sound like fun, where's Rachel?" She tossed the clothes back on the floor and started dancing again. Great! Ashli's P.O.V. "I can't believe you Rachel." I grabbed Rachel by the arm and dragged her out the basement. I took her to her room and put her in her bed. "I'm not tired." She said getting back out of bed. "Where are you going?" I pushed her back in bed. "Where's Hayley, we're supposed to have fun." "Do I look like I give a damn? Now go your ass to sleep, before I get mom." I turned off her light, walked out and closed the door behind me. I went back downstairs to the basement. I could tell Ryan was having a tough time with Hayley. "Just leave her. Wait until Pete comes." "That's a great idea." We went up to the living room to wait for Pete. "You know, I just got over her." Ryan said laying on the couch. "What?" "If Hayley could just get drunk with a 15 year old, then I doubt she's my type." "Oh. Good for you, right?" "Right." He said smiling. Just then the door bell rung. I let Pete in and led him down to the basement, I pointed to Hayley. "There you go. I wouldn't want you to lose the most important person in your life." I smirked and Ryan laughed. As Pete started to dress Hayley, we sat down to watch. Every time he put on her shirt, she tried to take it off. Instead of helping Pete out we laughed at him. After 12 minutes of struggling with Hayley, he managed to get her out of my house. "Ry I know we're supposed to watch movies, but I'm really tired." I yawned "I could tell. Can I still stay over?" "Duh." I grabbed Ryan by his shirt and pulled him back to my room. We lay down on my bed, "You know the bright side of this?" Ryan asked pulling the covers on us. "What?" I asked rolling over to face him. "Think of the hangovers, they'll have in the morning." we laughed a bit and went to sleep. Be Honest For Once Pt 7 Rachel's P.O.V. What the fuck happened last night, my head was banging. I tried getting out of my bed, big mistake. I quickly ran to my bathroom and threw up my insides. I felt so bad, I didn't think nothing could get worst until I saw Ashli in the doorway. "Had fun last night?" She smiled. I was to out of it to say something smart, so I responded honestly. "I can’t even remember last night." "I bet you don't." She kneeled down next to me and handed me two Tylenol and a glass of water, "Take them, it will stop the headache." "Go away!" I could tell she was up to something; she was being too nice to me. "Fine, but I'll just leave it here." She got up and asked, "Would you like me to tell you what I know about last night?" "Nope, you're just going lie." "You know I'm bad at lying. That's always been your thing." "I said go away." "Fine, Ry and the others are waiting for me anyway." "Bye slut." I called after her, she spun around quickly, ready to say something but turned around again and left. Oh well. I wipe my mouth, took the pills and took my time going downstairs. Ashli's P.O.V. "Bye slut." I heard her say, I turned around quickly, ready to tell her off but I saw how miserable she looked and left. I went down to the living room. "....and we walked into the room-----." "Ry!" Ryan slowly turned around, "What?" "We weren't supposed to say anything." "Why not?" "I really don't feel right telling everyone about my sister's business." "If it was the other way around, she'd tell yours." said Joe from the couch. "But......." "Please. I need to tell somebody." Ryan stuck out his bottom lip. He looked so cute, how could I say no. "Alright, go ahead." I walked over to him and sat down. I laughed as he retold what happened last night. When he was done, Joe, Patrick, Andy, and Brendon was all laughing. "Wow, I didn't know Hayley was wild like that." laughed Brendon. "That can't be true!!!!" I turned around and saw Rachel at the bottom of the stairs. "Well it is." said Ryan looking at her. "I HATE YOU ALL!!!!!" screamed Rachel and she went back upstairs. "Look what you did, Ry." I said looking back at him, he shrugged. "Whose up for lunch?" Patrick asked standing up. "Well not me, I need to go see if she's ok." I stood up and started to walk away. "Come on Ash, she's fine." I heard Andy say. "Just go without me, I'm grounded anyway." I went to Rachel's room and found her under her covers. "Rachel, I'm really sorry." "Go the fuck away!" "Look, I'm trying to help." "Yea right. Sure." "It's the truth." I walked over to her bed and sat down. "Oh sure and you expect me to believe Ryan's straight also." "He is. Now back to you, I know you're embarrassed but the embarrassment will go away." I didn't hear her say anything so I continued. "You know on my fourth date with Pete, I got drunk and did some really stupid thing. Patrick told me, I was all over the place and that I made out with a lot of different people. I was so ashamed at first but now I'm over. So you see, you're get over it too." "All I see is that you're a bigger slut than I thought." Those words really hurt me, I started to tear up. "Why can't you act like my sister for once?" I stormed out the room and into Ryan, which was right outside the door. "She's impossible to get along with." "How about we just go out for awhile and let her cool down." "I'm grounded, remember?" "Your mother's running errands, remember?" He smiled. "Ok." I grabbed a hoodie and followed him to his car. Ryan P.O.V. I watched Ashli go upstairs, she looked really concern for her sister. I already knew what kind a girl Rachel was, so I stayed behind while the guys went to lunch. I was just about to walked into Rachel's room when i heard Ashli talking, Look, I'm trying to help." "Yea right. Sure." Rachel answered. "It's the truth." "Oh sure and you expect me to believe Ryan's straight also." What the fuck, I am. "He is. Now back to you, I know you're embarrassed but the embarrassment will go away. You know on my fourth date with Pete, I got drunk and did some really stupid thing. Patrick told me, I was all over the place and that I made out with a lot of different people. I was so ashamed at first but now I'm over. So you see, you're get over it too." "All I see is that you're a bigger slut than I thought." What a bitch. "Why can't you act like my sister for once." Ashli came out the room and bumped into me, she had tears in her eyes. "She's impossible to get along with." Ash muttered. "How about we just go out for awhile and let her cool down." "I'm grounded, remember?" "Your mother's running errands, remember?" I smiled. "Ok." She picked up a hoodie and followed me to my car. I decided to take her to lunch, we ordered our food and ate in silence. I thought Ashli would talk when she was ready. All of a sudden, "Where's your bitch of a sister?!" I looked up and saw a pissed off Hayley and a embarrassed Pete. "Excuse me?" Ashli jumped up. "My sister is not the bitch, you are." "I might be a bitch but she's definitely a slut." And once again Ashli punched Hayley in the mouth. "Not again, Ashli." I heard Pete say as he helped Hayley. "Ok, Ash. I think we should go." I said pulling her. "No." She jerked away from me and starting beating Hayley up. Be Honest For Once Pt 8 Ryan's P.O.V. I pulled Ashli off of Hayley and started pulling her toward the door. "Come near my sister and I'll kill you bitch." Ashli yelled just before I pushed her out the door. "Ashli, are you ok?" I asked as we jumped into my car. "I'm fine. It's that bitch in there, that's messed up." I started the car and drove her back to her house. We took our time and went into the house, then up to her room. "Lock the door, I really don't want anyone coming in here." She said plopping down onto her bed. I locked the door and sat on the floor next to her bed. "Ry?" "Yea." I looked up at her. "Wait, why are you down there, get up here." She moved over in her bed. I got up and sat down next to her. "That's better, now, I'm kinda worried about what's gonna happen next." "What do you mean?" "I mean with Hayley. Do you think this will get out? On the news, I mean." "No. Don't worry about that now." As much as I hate to say it, Pete was still in love with Ashli and he wouldn't let Hayley do or say anything that would make her look bad. I really wished they were over each other because then I would have a chance with her. She smiled at me and said, "Ok.", then got up and went to the bathroom. I heard a door open in the hallway and figured it could only be Rachel, so I thought I should go check on her. "Hey Rachel, feeling better?" I asked when I saw her in the hallway. "Um, who gave you permission to speak to me?" She said rolling her eyes. "Come on, you have to let your guard down sometime. I just wanted to know if you were alright." "Leave me alone dork!" She yelled and ran downstairs. Ugh! I tried. I went back into Ashli's room and sat on her bed. She was still in the bathroom so I shouted toward the door, "I just saw your sister in the hallway; it looks like she still pissed at us." "That doesn't surprise me." Ashli said coming out of the bathroom. "Hey, I'm still grounded; wanna spend the day with me?" "Only if we stay in your room, I don't really feel like going anywhere else." I said. She lay down, "Ok, we could listened to some music or watch more movies." I got off the bed, put a DVD in, turned off the light, and grabbed the remote then laid back down next to her. We laid there in silence, as Tristan & Isolde {my sister's pick} came on. Rachel's P.O.V. I ran downstairs and grabbed a Pepsi out of the fridge. How dare he talk to me after the lie he told. I needed to know what happened last night, there was no way Ryan's story could be true. I reached for the phone and dialed Hayley's number. [Hello?] I heard a male's voice on the other end. -Why are you answering Hayley's phone? [Oh. Rachel, this is not a good time.] "Pete, who is it? Give me that." [Hello?] I heard Hayley answered. -Hayley? [Why the fuck are you calling me, bitch?] Hayley, don't blame her for your--- [Shut up Pete! Look just forget my number.] The next thing I heard was the dial tone. What just happened? I went up to my room and slammed the door. I threw all my Paramore stuff into the garbage and posted Hayley's number online. I stormed over to Ashli's room, opened her door, and walked into a dark room. I flipped on the light and saw Ryan tonguing my sister. Gross, Ryan's hair was a messed and my sister's blouse was half way opened. "Eww Ashli, why Ryan? Can't you find anyone better?" Ryan jumped up and Ashli closed her shirt. "Rachel, get out!" yelled Ashli. "I will after you two tell me everything you remember about last night." "We already told you." Ryan said annoyed. "Aww, don't be that way Ryan. Knowing my sister, you'll still get some." I said crossing my arms, "Now start talking. Tell me everything." I stood there and they told me everything they knew. I didn't wanna believe them but it did make sense. I did take Hayley back to my house and I did make us those Tornados. But why the hell was Hayley making it such a big deal, things just got a little out of hand. I don't even know why I liked her, waste of my time, she doesn't even know how to have fun. ~Two Weeks Later///Rachel's P.O.V.~ "Hey Rachel. Wanna come with us?" I heard Ashli say, I looked up from my computer and saw Ryan and Ashli holding hands. I was about to say 'fuck off', but they've been really supported of everything and Ashli had even told Pete off for me. But I wasn't completely happy with my sister just yet, she was dating that wimpy Ryan Ross. I was beginning to think nobody was good enough for her, but I'll let her go out with him awhile longer before I mess that up too. "I guess." I saved my journal entry and followed the two out to Ashli's car. "Uh, where are we going anyway?" "Oh. Just to pick up Ashlee from the airport. She has a month off and mom said she could stay with us at the house." "Wait, Ashlee Simpson? Your damn twin?" All I could think about was how much hell those two could put me through during that month. "Uh, I guess." She started the car and drove off. "You guys tricked me." I said and Ryan started laughing at me. "Why are you laughing? You'll be the one to catch hell, those two together, are a nightmare." I said. "Ry, don't believe that. Nothing going to change between us." muttered Ashli. Once at the airport, I decided to stay by the car, while Ryan and Ashli picked up Ashlee. "Hey Rachel." Ashlee said walking toward me. She hugged me; I decided to be nice and hugged her back. "Ok, here's what's going to happen. Ashlee and I have a lot of catching up to do, so Ryan can you drive us back?" "Sure babe." "Babe? Oh yea, I think you have a lot to tell me, Ashli." laughed Ashlee. I watched as the "twins" got into the back seat. I sat in front and stared out the window. The whole way back home, there was chattering, giggling, and gasping, it was so annoying. At the door, we separated, I went to my room to listen to music, and the rest of them went.....well I don't know. Ryan's P.O.V. I had never really gotten close to Ashlee Simpson; she didn't look like the type of person I would talk to. I didn't really like her, but I knew she made Ashli happy. When we got back to Ashli's house, everyone ran out of the car, leaving me to bring in Ashlee's bags and locked up the car. Instead I left her bags by the front door, took my time and went downstairs to the basement. I heard them talking and decided to eavesdrop. "Come on, you can't be serious about Ryan." I heard Ashlee say. "I am, he's sweet and I think I'm falling in love with him." "How? From what you told me, you two only been going out for two weeks." "I know but we were really close from before." "I don't understand, Pete is such a better choice, you two are practically the same." "Exactly. We're too much alike, I need change and I want Ryan." "Just answer me this, are you over Pete?" I heard Ashli sigh and then say, "I don't think I'll ever get over him. But I have to try because I'm with Ryan now." "But...You know what, it's your life." "Exactly. I wonder what's keeping Ry." I heard someone get up. That's my cue. "Ashli?" I called coming down the rest of the stairs. "Yea, we're down here." Ashlee said. I walked over to Ashli, put my arm around her and said, "Actually, I was talking to my girlfriend." "Oh, ok. Whatever." "Uh, I'm gonna go get something to drink, do you two want anything?" asked Ashli heading upstairs. We shook our heads and Ashli left. "Now, we need to talk." I heard Ashlee say. I turned around, "No we don't, you need to mind your fucking business." "Excuse me?" "I heard the conversation." "Oh, so you know she has feelings for Pete?" "Look, there's something you're not getting. Ashli's with me, so fuck Pete. They're over." She stood up and said, "There's no way I'm leaving this alone. They're not over, I'll prove it." She stomped pass me and left the basement. "What's your fucking problem?" I yelled after her. What a bitch. I turned on the radio and waited for Ashli, I was a little worried about what that bitch was going to do. I only had 4 days until I had to get back to touring so I needed to show Ashli what she was going to be missing. When she came back, I didn't give her a chance to speak; I started kissing her all over. Rachel's P.O.V. I went up to my room and got on the computer to listen to Evanescence, my new obsession, and started an entry in my journal. At my last sentence, my door flew open. "Rachel, I need your help to break up Ashli and Ryan." Be Honest For Once Pt 9 Rachel's P.O.V. "Rachel, I need your help to break up Ashli and Ryan." "What?" I turned around to face her. She walked over and sat on my bed, then began to tell me her plan to break them up. It was ok, but I could totally think of something better. "So, what do I get out of this?" I asked. "Like, what do you want?" She asked rolling her eyes. "Her." I said pointing to a picture on my desktop. "Who is that?" "It's Amy Lynn Lee, lead singer of Evanescence and....." "And I don't know her. Pick something else." "No, it's her or I'll tell Ashli your plan." "I forgot how mean you are; ok I'll see what I can do." Before leaving she added, "Tell your sister, I went out to do something." "Whatever." I mumbled as I spun my chair back around toward the computer and shut it down. I started to write out a letter to give to Amy. After that, I took my time and drew her. Ashli's P.O.V. As I sat there on the couch, I replayed the events that had just happened in my head. There was something obviously wrong with Ryan; he had attacked me physically and then we I wanted to stop, he got mad and left. I just wasn't ready to go that far with him. I want my first time to be with someone special, someone I love. I'm not saying I don't love Ryan and he isn't special to me. It's just that I'm saving myself for someone else. I was pulled from my thoughts by my mother's voice. "Coming mom." I walked upstairs, "Yes." "I need you to watch Rachel tonight, I'm going out with some friends and I don't know when I'll be back." My mother said looking for something in the living. "Ok." "Have you seen my other earring?" "Nope." "Ok, well, I'll see you later tonight." "Ok." I mumbled and went to Rachel's room. I knocked before going in, I didn't want to get into a problem with her. "Who is it?" I heard her call through the door. "It's me." "Oh. What do you want?" "I wanted to---" "I can't hear you!" Rachel shouted. "Then can I come in?" I sighed; I wasn't in the mood to deal with her. "Oh. Yea, sure." I heard her say, I opened the door and went in. "Like I was saying, mom's going out again and I have to watch you." "Ok." She answered not looking up for her sketch book. "Ok. Hey, do you know where Ashlee went?" I really needed help on this Ryan thing. "Uh, yea, she went out." "Where?" "How the hell am I supposed to know?" "Well, I just thought since you knew she went out, you would know---" "Well you thought wrong. Ugh, you made me mess up! Get out!" "Sorry." I walked out and slammed the door. Why does she have to be such a bitch. I stomped over to my room and laid on my bed. I need to talk to someone, anyone. I reached over, picked up the phone and pressed 2. "Hello?" Holy shit! I quickly hung up. I can't believe I just called Pete. Suddenly my phone started to ring and I hesitated on answering it. "Hello?" I answered cautiously. "Hey, it's Ashlee. What are you doing tonight?" Phew. "Babysitting Rachel." "Oh. Well, she could come. I was just invited to a concert." "Oh cool. Which one?" I asked a little more relax. "Saved Latin." *(for those of you that don't know, FOB has played secret shows using that name)* I could hear her smiling through the phone. "No." "Aww, come on. I haven't seen the guys in awhile." "Go without me." "Noooo. I wanna spend time with my friend. Please." She begged. "You're lucky I like you, fine. I'll go or whatever. But I'm leaving, convincing Rachel to you." "Deal." She hung up. Wait, that was way too easy, what did I just get myself in to. I decided to take a nap before getting ready. ~2 hours later~ "Wake up! Wake up, you lazy ass." I heard Ashlee yelled. Ugh! I rolled over onto my back, "What?" "Get up and get ready." "Already. Damn." I got up and took a shower, then got dress. I really didn't feel like seeing Pete but I already told Ashlee I'd go. I came out the bathroom and said, "I'm ready, can we go?" "Sure. Rachel's already in the car." Ashlee said grabbing her purse, "You're driving us." "Ok." Yea, I'll drive us, right off a cliff. I followed Ashlee downstairs and got into the car. "What did she promise you?" I asked Rachel, driving away from the house. "Excuse me. No one can bribe me." She answered. "Yea sure." I mumbled. The rest of the way to the venue was quiet, and a hour later we were there. Ashlee put on her hood and got out, Rachel followed her. I parked the car and got out too. Ashlee and Rachel seemed to know where they were going, so I followed them into the back. "Hey, there you guys are." I know that voice, Patrick. "And you brought Rachel." "Uh, yea. She is my sister." I said defensively. "I know, I was just....never mind. The guys are back here." We followed him into a back room. "Hey you guys." Ashlee said hugging them all. "Hey." They all said in unison, that's too weird. "Hey it's Ashli and Ashlee." I heard Joe say. "Stop it." I smirked, he always says that when we were together. I said hi to Andy and sat down next to Rachel with my head down. "How long before you guys go on stage." asked Ashlee sitting next to Pete. "Oh, um, about 3-5 minutes." muttered Pete looking at his watch. It got quiet, which never use to happen, I hated the way things were. Finally it was time for them to perform, and of course, the crowd went crazy when they realized it was Fall Out Boy playing. I had forgotten what their music sounded like, I was so mad at Pete, I wouldn't even go near any FOB’s stuff. It was an amazing show, it brought back a lot of feelings I had tried to forget. "You guys were awesome!" I gave Joe a high five. "You always say that." said Andy. "Because you always are." I said play-pushing Andy. "This is just like old times." said Patrick putting his arm around my shoulders. "Awww, except Pete with a bitch now and my sister's in love with Ryan." Rachel said smirking. "What?" asked Pete "You're with a bitch." Rachel repeated slowly. "Hayley's not a bitch and I wasn't talking about that." "Oh, the Ashli's in love with Ryan part." "Yea, that's the part." He smiled and turned toward me, "How long have you two been together?" "Uh, a little less than a month." I smiled. "Oh. Well, congratulation. You know, I wished that guy was here right now, I'd like to say a few things to him." said Pete smiling. "O. K. How about we, uh, all go out and get something to eat." said Andy. "That's sounds good." said Joe. "Yea. Let's go." said Ashlee smiling. Rachel's P.O.V. We went to a small diner two blocks away from the venue. Even before we got there, I knew there was going to be a problem between Pete and my sister. And I was right, they had got into an argument about Hayley, Ryan and some guy named Eric, hehe. I mean Ashli's an O’Neal; it's in her blood to speak her mind. O'Neal women are not known to hold their tongue. This whole argument is Pete's fault anyway; he should never open his mouth. Anyway after the arguing started, Joe and Patrick left, they're going to miss out on so much. "Pete, I don't care what you think of me and who the hell is Eric anyway." yelled Ashli standing up. "Oh, you can't keep track of the many men you date." Pete said leaving the diner. "You're such an ass-hole." Ashli followed Pete; the rest of us followed her. "The only other guy I ever dated, besides Ryan, was you. And I see now, it was a fucking waste." "A waste?" Pete looked very hurt, YAY! He looked away and continued "That's the same way I felt about you, after I met Hayley." "Great!" Ashli pushed Pete. "You two make a perfect couple. You're an ass-hole and she's a stupid bitch, I hope you two are very happy together." "Oh don't worry, my girlfriend and I are happy. Can you say the same?" said Pete smirking. "Of course, Ryan and I are so happy." "Yea, happy, sure. The truth is you're so bored with that boy that you needed to call a man." Oh Puh-lease "That's not what happen." said Ashli looking around. "Wait, what. You called Pete." Ashlee said stopping the arguing, damn her. "No! Well, I didn't mean to, I forgot he's number 2." "You have your ex on speed dial!!!" said Ashlee. Before anyone could talk I started laughing, they all look at me. "Pete's number 2. You know, Pete's shit." Nobody laughed. "Well it was funny to me." "Shut up Rachel!" shouted Ashli walking away. "Ashlee, let's go!" "Hold on, we need to settle this." Ashli turned around and said, "Settled what?!" Andy's P.O.V. ~this part is better from his P.O.V. ~ "This whole thing. You and Pete need to sort this out." said Ashlee "Yea, because you two are both lying, neither of you are happy." I said. "What!" said Pete and Ashli together. Ashli walked back over to where we were all standing. "Well, Ryan called me and said you two had a fight, he doesn't think you love him---."I continued. "What? Just because I won't.....I can't believe this." said Ashli. "Won't what?" asked Pete. "None of your damn business." muttered Ashli. "Calm Down! And Pete, you need to stop lying, Hayley broke up with you 2 weeks ago." "You fucker." sighed Pete. Rachel started laughing, but I kept talking. "Ashlee and I are tired of this, you two need to make up." "Whatever." mumbled Rachel rolling her eyes. "Ok, you're right." Ashli said turning to Pete. "I'm sorry about Hayley." "I'm actually happy without her. So, what's going on with Ryan?" Pete asked taking a step toward Ashli. "Nothing. I just have to talk to him." said Ashli. "Nooo! Stop making up and start fighting again." shouted Rachel. "Ashlee! This wasn't part of the deal, you was supposed to break up Ryan and Ashli, not get those two back together!" "What?!" said Ashli "You're so not meeting Amy Lee now!" shouted Ashlee throwing her arms in the air. Be Honest For Once Pt 10 Rachel's P.O.V. "You're so not meeting Amy Lee now!" shouted Ashlee throwing her arms in the air. Don Vito style. She looked kinda like an ass. "Yes I am." I yelled back. "What the fuck is going on?" I heard Ashli say. "Nothing! Now, don't fuck with me Ashlee. You said I could meet Amy." I yelled. "I know what I said, but you don't know how to keep your mouth closed." yelled Ashlee. "Yes I do, you're the one who’s messing everything up. You know I don't want my sister with that Pedo---" "Ok, that's enough." said Ashli stepping in front of me, "Tell me, what the fuck is going on." "Well. Ashlee, am I meeting Amy?" "No." Ashlee said and turned her back to me. Big mistake. "Well, she came to me and asked for my help to ---" "Ok, you can meet her!" yelled Ashlee pushing Ashli out the way, "Just keep your fucking mouth closed." I nodded and smiled, "Sorry sis, I forgot what happened." "Rachel!" yelled Ashli "What?!" I yelled back. We do a lot of yelling. "Ugh!" Ashli said, coming toward me. "Ashli, calm down." Pete said pulling my sister away from m
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August 17, 2008Fragile Futurei just got the new hawthorne heights cd!.....
and i gotta tell you i cried when i saw casey's picture and what was written for him
and its good that this album was created i mean i dont want no one to forget him...ever
and b4 you go oh i have the cd too and "omg its awesome" think about them and how they were so great and his great smile and eyes,
and for the fans who knows what i'm talking about please tell me why did listening to the ablum was depressing and so sad.
oh and for the new fans this not just a another album so dont start, you were not there from the beginning, but at least you get the pain we have..
R.I.P Casey Calvert
We All Loved You And Will Forever!!!!
Posted on 08/17/2008 4:13 PM Comments (0)
June 18, 2008Ehh field trips........yeah yeah i went to a field trip through 8am to 5pm it was boring and i had cramps which sucked for me but yeah they had food, soda and so on .... also i took photos which may come late....it was just me and four kids that i cant name here or on myspace and everyone from the school building, it was so suckie that even the emo kids had more fun and they have friends with them [no offense to my emo friends] Well thats all i guess. P.s. my teachers was
Posted on 06/18/2008 2:27 PM Comments (1)
May 21, 2008The Girl Who Went To The Fashion Show
hello my little friends! miss me? i know you do. hahaha jk i'm not that mean and self centern. anyways i'm lucky enough that i went to a fashion show, it was awesome and the dresses and men were awesome but then there were bad times like when i was taking pictures there were 3 girls in front of me with their big ass head making it hard to take a good shot and b-side i had a kodak camrea which was kinda cheap. oh well at least i took some picture at all for that matter :) oh and the girl i dislike wasn't there with us thank god but there was girls there that i hated even more which was not good but all and all it was a rockin show and i can't wait until they devloped so i can post them on there :P until then have a fucking good time kittes!!!!!! xoxo
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April 30, 2008The Truth about RachelThings i think about online without my friends knowing: 1. we might not talk according to some diffculties. 2.we might talk but not much if i don't know you or just cuz i did but now i don't [ for old friends] 3. bitch is my name when i'm tired and pissed. 4. i'm not a fake so dont cha hate. 5. i'm bored 6. ugh! i'm bored and ugly! 7. emo rules but not for me. 8. call me goth again and see whats coming.... 9. jealously is always WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE I LIKE.... 10. i ran out of things to say............
xoxo
Posted on 04/30/2008 5:30 PM Comments (0)
April 9, 2008A Person RespondTo Paramore's Misery business Video On YouTube:
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Marked as spam that girls not mean. just misunderstood. she was gonna donate that hair to Locks of Love, she was trying to make the boy with the broken arm feel better but then he tripped, and the girl with the boy was actually a bad person and the "mean" girl was saving him from heartache.
My Respond to The Person Who Wrote This:
hahahaha yeah okay sure she was...
Posted on 04/09/2008 7:51 AM Comments (1)
March 25, 2008Video Rawrs and Camera Whoresguess what? [i have a video camera]
we were trying to work my new video camera all day no wait we first spent the day looking 4 one then we spend the whole day night trying to work it.. its stressful and Shit.lol. -Rach [ppl may already know this]
oh and I'm still sick...
Posted on 03/25/2008 5:22 PM Comments (0)
March 24, 2008I Don't WannbeHey guys
I Just Saw A Ghost From The Past.
Like Usual I Was Neither At Dunkin Donuts or At Mickey D's Or When I'm lazy...I'll go to
Kenny's fried Shit Blah Bah Blah.
like I was saying I saw him and like out of the bloom he's like talking to me after like grade school. he talks to me so like the cool bitch I am.
I act like I didn't know him but ungracefully I failed since he talked again to meee
okay honestly I has a thing 4 him and when I saw him it came back but me being the cool emoless girl I didn't show it. Haha but
The story line is I'm speechless and...
I Don't wannabe the person I was back then
I Wanna lock myself away from the town I hate and the people
I must faced everyday... I Wanna Be New Again...
- Depressed Rachel
Posted on 03/24/2008 9:30 AM Comments (0)
March 21, 2008Samara's History [ I heart the Ring]
(Actress Daveigh Chase) READING THE FOLLOWING PROFILE WILL SPOIL MANY PLOT POINTS FOR YOU FOR "THE RING" AND "THE RING TWO." Samara Morgan is the strange little girl behind the creation of the cursed videotape from the American version of the Ringu story. There isn't much known about her real mother, Evelyn, except that she came to a Christian hospital pregnant with Samara and claimed her baby's father was a monster from the sea. While Samara was still just a baby, Evelyn tried to drown her. It was after this that Evelyn was committed to a mental hospital. Baby Samara was adopted by the Morgans, Richard and Anna. They owned a horse ranch on Moesko Island, Washington, and spent every winter at Shelter Mountain, which I am assuming is also in Washington. Anna's pride and joy were her prize-winning horses and her daughter, Samara. That was until everything started to go wrong. Anna began to have problems sleeping and concentrating because often, when Samara was around, her mind would be filled with horrible, gruesome images. It was like these images had been "burned inside her;" she was convinced that Samara put them there. She was right, because Samara possessed the power of thoughtography, also known as nensha, psychic photography, and projected thermography. Thoughtography is the ability to project thoughts, mental images, onto any type of recording media. The mind's eye and memory could be considered a form of recording media. This is also how Samara made the cursed videotape - she projected her mental images onto a blank tape, and instilled it with the power to put the watcher on a seven day countdown to death. Samara eventually began attacking her family's horses with her power. They were driven mad by her mental assaults and ran to the sea, committing suicide. The strain of Samara's psychic attacks and the loss of her horses drove Anna to a mental hospital, where Samara was also taken for study. When the two were later released, the family went to Shelter Mountain for their annual stay. Samara stood out by an old well, admiring a tree in the distance, when Anna came up behind her and threw a garbage bag over her head, attempting to asphyxiate her. Samara struggled so hard that Anna grabbed a brick from the nearby well and struck the child in the head with it. This made Samara be still. Anna threw her body into the well, leaving her for dead. But Samara was not dead. She survived in the well for seven days before finally dying. Anna Morgan later jumped off a cliff, killing herself. Anna knew the truth about Samara at the end - that her child was evil and needed to be taken out. What she didn't realize was that killing Samara would make her more powerful. A set of rental cabins was later built above and around the well. The television and VCR of one cabin was placed directly over the well, giving Samara the chance to put her message onto a blank tape. This is how the curse began. Many years later, Samara's body was found in the well by Rachel Keller and Noah Clay. This did not appease Samara, however, and the curse continues. Samara Morgan was played by actress Daveigh Chase in the first movie. As she was the one we saw the most of, I consider her the "real" Samara. More pictures of Samara: Samara in the mental hospital Samara as a normal little girl there really is a tape
Posted on 03/21/2008 4:12 PM Comments (1)
March 18, 2008A Day In Queens!Hey everyone! guess where I was? yeah I was at queens and its awesome there. Coffee Shops, Bakery Shops. [no theres no starbucks haha] Oh and I got homer's donuts from the simpsons lol it was yummy and a wheel sized Chcoalate Chip Cookie. oh and a pair of sun glasses. =( I miss my old ones [ RIP Blk N Pink Sun Glasses] they broke >:( lol but the new ones are awesomer I guesss...
Love, Rachel xoxo
Posted on 03/18/2008 10:28 AM Comments (2)
March 16, 2008Riot!.... We The Kings...Hey! I just Brought the we the kings CD and its awesome. their awesome. well just thinking About how you should go out and buy it!! NOW!!
Now RIOT!!! DUDE the CD it beyond awesome. GO buy it now!! i'm not kidding!!
Love, Rachel xoxo d(-_-)b listening to Riot! Rite Now...
Posted on 03/16/2008 5:39 AM Comments (0)
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